Clouds

Now is when I feel alone
I let you go
Now there's a battle between flesh and spirit
And it's not looking to good for me
So I'm taking off
I'll fly away home
I'm headed to the clouds
And even you can't stop me now
But darling I'd love to see you try

I'm sitting in the clouds
And you're the first to pull me down
'Keep your feet on the ground' you say
'Stop hiding in the clouds'
But it's the only place I feel safe

You don't know what I've been through
Through these thoughts and the pain
When the night gets the darkest is when it starts
I scream into my pillow
And pray for the sunrise
I need the start of a new day
Something new to take away my pain
Blast the music to drown out silence
But everything about this place still feels hollow

I'm sitting in the clouds
And you're the first to pull me down
'Keep your feet on the ground' you say
'Stop hiding in the clouds'
But it's the only place I feel safe

I wish I knew what was real
Hallucinations of a better tomorrow with you
If you still want me in my broken state
I wouldn't blame you if you left me here
But baby I pray you won't
Stay by my side till the morning comes
Cause when I see that sunrise
I know that there is hope for me yet
Just stay with me till then
And I can promise youI'll change for the better