Thursday, August 5, 2010

Bloodbath

I'm ready to bury you six feet under
Out of everyone
You mean nothing to me
You mean nothing to me


If looks could kill
This would be a massacre
Bloodbath
And you'd be at the heart of it
If I die
You'll never get this right
You'll never get this right


Down, down
Everybody just calm down
Here, here
I've got something to say
Die, die
Everybody just drop dead
Now, now
Everybody scream and shout
Everybody scream and shout


If looks could kill
This would be a massacre
Bloodbath
And you'd be at the heart of it
If I die
You'll never get this right
You'll never get this right


Limelight
I'm in the spotlight now
Tonight
Everyone's going out
Out of style
Out of town
You, you
You're hiding in the dirt
What now?
You know you're not breathing
HA HA
I told you this would happen
Laugh, laugh
Cause now we're at the end

More To Me



The make up's all off now

Let's talk face to face

No more charades

I'm over exposed

But you already knew that

You know me too well

But not who I really am


You bought the lie

You thought I was shy

You thought I was cute

And funny too

But that's not the half of it

There's so much more to me


I'm head over heels

Trying to deal with the face

You don't seem to like me much

At least not the way I'd like

I'm much more complex

Just try me, you'll see

There is so much more to me


You bought the lie

You thought I was shy

You thought I was cute

And funny too

But that's not the half of it

There's so much more to me

You're leaving I know

I'll be sad when you go

Your whole other life

Without me by your side


You bought the lie

And it kills me inside

You'll never know me for who I am


I'm head over heels

Trying to deal with the face

You don't seem to like me much

At least not the way I'd like

I'm much more complex

Just try me, you'll see

There is so much more to me

Backwards Fairytale


Slept my life away
Cause dreams are better then reality
My knight in shining armor
I only see him in my sleep
I've become Sleeping Beauty
Waiting for my prince to come
I'll keep dreaming till the day he comes
And wakes me from my sleep
I've become so used to seeing you in my dreams
To see you face to face is... overwhelming
Overcome with emotions I can't name
I'll grasp your hand
My angel in the darkness
My knight in shining armor
Take me out of here
He takes my hand as we run
And open field
A pure white stallion
Majestic in all his glory
His noble steed to whisk me into the sunset
But not all is how it seems
Drops of poison cloud my glass
She speaks of treachery and betrayal
Who she is I haven't a clue
But who I am she seems to know
She tells me I took a terrible fall
Been in a coma for more then a while
So it was all a dream?
I'm not so sure
I can see his face
I can see his horse
I can picture the field
I hear him calling but I can't respond
'Wait for me my prince' I yell
She says he can't hear me
He's under a spell
So it was real
Bat magic's been used
It's a trap
That much I can tell
Everything is backwards
Nothing is as it seems
But I'll save you my prince
Just hold on till morning
I'll be there in your dreams....

Monday, May 24, 2010

When Is It My Turn?

I know I'm ment for more then this
Ment for more then broken hearts and shattered dreams
Ment for more then just living day to day
More then just sitting on the sidelines
Watching life pass me by
I know I'm ment for something greater
But when is it my turn?


I see all these couples in love and holding hands
Rockstars with big dreams that came true
Life with a purpose
Something more then useless
I know it's written in a perfect plan
But God, when is it my turn?

Sometimes I just wanna run away
Don't wanna see another day break
Some days just feel so pointless
Like why waste it?
I wanna live, and live big
Carpe diem

Siezing my dream

Cause now it's my turn
And I'm not gonna run away
Holding Your hand
I know I can
A big dream coming true
Cause now I know You
My life has a purpose
So much more then useless
My perfect plan in action
Now it's my turn
God, now it's my turn

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Scream!


You betrayed me
You've doomed us all
Doomed us all to a bloody, fiery death
And what did you gain?
A lifetime to spend alone
I won't be here to help you
I'll be long gone
In an inferno of tears


So keep walking
Till your feet fall off
And drop to your knees
While on your knees, pray!
Pray for someone to save you
Pray till your knees are bloody
Pray so that one day you may see
Just how bad you treated me


You'll never escape the voices in your head
They'll always remind you what you did
You can claw at your ears
But we will never shut up!
You can scream
But your conscience will always scream louder
We will not be silenced


So keep walking
Till your feet fall off
And drop to your knees
While on your knees, pray!
Pray for someone to save you
Pray till your knees are bloody
Pray so that one day you may see
Just how bad you treated me


Now scream!
But you can't escape it
Apologize!
But you will never be forgiven
Cry!
But you will never find rest

Just keep walking
Trekking through with bloody feet
Keep walking till you realize
I'm in a better place
You're the one in the inferno
You're the one who's doomed
You betrayed yourself
You're alone
I'm in the arms of my Saviour
And you're the one holding on to broken bones
So keep screaming!
Cause you can't escape it anyways

Clean Break


'A clean break is what you need'
The final words I heard as you left me
Your heart must be made of stone
Oh, you've turned so cold, my love
So steal my breath and break my bones
How could you leave and take all of me?
You're a cold-blooded killer
Taking from an unarmed girl
And leaving like you never felt anything
You took everything from me
Even what was left of my sanity
And all you left me was the gaping hole
This gaping hole in my chest
Chills me to my very core
You should've known better then to leave me alone
I still can't breathe without your arms around me
I miss you
Do you miss me?
Can you feel anything?
If you knew what was best you'd come back to me
I know that won't happen
You're so far gone
You've moved on
And forgot all about me
But all I have left to say is...
Please come back my dear
I miss you

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Light At The End Of The Tunnel


Hey little beauty queen
How does it feel to be so loved at only eighteen?
Must be nice to have all eyes on you
Oh but the pressure to be perfect
Wait till the curtain closes
That's when it turns real
No lights
No glamour
And you're standing in the rain
The only one left to love you is yourself
And you don't even know how

No one knows your secret life
The pills you take
In the nights you shake
You're so alone
The scars you bear
And the whole time your heart aches
Would it be so hard for someone to come to your rescue?
You can pick your poison
But you can't choose the way you die

He lied to you didn't he?
'I love you baby'
Weren't those the words that spilled from his lips?
Since they sounded so sweet
You gave in didn't you sweetheart?
Now what's left?
Is anything sacred?
Do you even know who you are anymore?


No one knows your secret life
The pills you take
In the nights you shake
You're so alone
The scars you bear
And the whole time your heart aches
Would it be so hard for someone to come to your rescue?
You can pick your poison
And you just chose the way you're gonna die


I've been where you are
And let me tell you something
When it feels you're at the end of the rope
Nothing left to give or take
Keep holding on
He will comfort you if you only ask
When all you see is the headlights of a train coming
I see the Light at the end of your tunnel
Trust in Him
Believe me, I know

No one knows your secret life
The pills you take
In the nights you shake
You're so alone
The scars you bear
And the whole time your heart aches
Would it be so hard for someone to come to your rescue?
You can pick your poison
And you just chose the way you're gonna die


You can find a new life
One full of life and love
No wilted roses
Just gardens of blooming flowers
One without pain
The Creator of the universe knows YOUR name
And He has a plan
Just trust in Him
He will bring you comfort
You'll see rainbows on your darkest days
When the clouds cover the skies
Just trust in Him
Believe me, this I know
You'll find Life